Love You

15/7

Feeling sad. I really love you, even feel like crying, but I had told myself I would only cry for others, so I wont do it.

Both of us know that me n u is impossible, n its my fault

6/7

actually its already 7/7 but I could not get to my comp before that, so we'll take it that I'm still in the time of 6/7.

Today morning I saw you and to be honest, I'm both sad and happy. Sad because I know that I can never love you without hurting you but happy because I know you are, no?

4/7/10

I kind of wanted 2 write this during 3/7 but my bro is using comp. Anyway...(next paragraph)

Saw you when I was walking down the stairs during sch. I couldnt remember when's the last time I'm so close to you. I rly wanted to say hi to you but i gave in to my fear in the end. I'm such a coward :(

Miss you.

My new(and first) dairy

I don't think anyone will read this so I'm just gonna let it all out here.

30/6

Morning isn't really good. It start off in a bad way, but since I don't really wanna remember it, I just leave it with the past.

After school, I stay back to do(late) homework. The day was actually getting better, but that's when I saw you. I admit it, I'm jealous when your walking with them, but I reminded myself that your better off without me. I really feel like crying too, but I told myself that I will be happy for you

Still, I miss you.

(not really good with formal text, might change to less formal text from now on.)

Reason

ah well before I start doin others stuff better write down why I start blog before I forget. Just now watching a tv drama which there is a part where a girl n a boy broke up because their social status is too different. When there's a person ask the boy if time is reverse will he go back to make things right but then he says that he will go back in time to make sure they have never met and that he had hurt a good girl too much and that part is rly.... -.-

Hi!

ok new here dont know what to do -.- talkin to myself too... -.-"